I wish...

... that I had something new to tell you guys.
But I've got nothing.

Inhale, exhale.

I need a smoke maaan.






I'm tired of hiding cigarettes. Help a girl out?
Light it up.

NEW

Mum agreed to getting my nose pierced. :)

Today is the day...

... to start all over.

Rootless Tree--

What I want from this is learn to let go.
No, not of you; of all that's been told.
Killers re-invent and believe and this leans on me, like a rootless...

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and all we've been through.

I said leave it, leave it, leave it, there's nothing in you.

And did you hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me so good.

That you just let me out, let me out, let me out of this hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out, let me out of this hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out, let me out.
Hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out, let me out.
Hell when you're around.
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out.
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out.
Let me out, let me out, let me out.

The boy in the top right picture is only there for one reason.
The picture is incredible, don't you agree?

Let's...

... sex?
... smoke?
... live?
... cry?
... smile?
... sleep?
... love?
... die?


I would like to love you.
But, I need to start over.

I need to change.

Texting can prove to be unhealthy.

I got a new phone... AGAIN.
Mother wanted me on Verizon, so here we are.

Since the new year began, I feel like no one understands anything about me.

Except for Aaron. But, I need to find someone here who won't look at me crazy for smoking a cigarette, for wanting to change into someone new everyday, for drawing and crumpling every piece of paper that I conjured anything onto. Now that I think about it, I do have someone here that can be provide friendship like this. Hm, I feel as though there is someone that I haven't met yet though, that is the missing puzzle piece to my life.

People are expecting too much of me and frankly,

I can't take this anymore.

Is that what you wanted to hear?