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I'm trying so hard to remember that life is beautiful.

death

"The word is LOVE."

I miss you dad. I miss the funny things you'd say and the funny faces you made. I miss holding your hand. I miss your long hugs. I miss your voice and the way you made me comfortable. I miss your singing. I miss your yelling. I miss it when you'd wake me up to take the dog for a walk. I miss coming home to you watching television. I miss staying up all night with you. I miss watching movies with you. I miss talking to you. I miss arguing with you. I miss going places with you. I miss taking care of you and cleaning up after you. I miss learning from you. I miss tucking you in when you were cold. I miss your advice, your love, and overall, I miss your laugh. You are/will be the best man that I have ever known. I was so lucky to have you for my father, even if it was only for seventeen years. I love you.

R.I.P.
Nicholas "Nicky" Spero
July 16, 1962-October 13, 2007
My father and my best friend.

<3

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A world... built upon the lines and shapes you've drawn. Corners, curves, and jagged edges. Oh, wouldn't it be wonderful to live in a world you've created from your imagination?

Then again, there wouldn't be any treasures to discover. You would already know every crevice, steep, and piece of beauty that ever existed. That wouldn't be any fun at all.

I change my mind.

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Sometimes... I think I would be better off without that boy.

(Fuck, it hurts to say that.)

I could use a cigarette right about now.